Okay, actually. I have really no idea why I'm gonna blog about this... But well... Maybe I'm just too lazy to re-read my previous posts (I wonder why...) HAHA. WELL, since I'm gonna use by laptop to type the post on those outstanding posts, so I will like just blog about today's worship practice.
Well, I don't think I have mentioned this. But if I have, then awesome. Not, I will just mention it now. I'm part of the youth worship team. Although I'm not really an active member in the youth ministry. Ironical, but true! HAHA! So what happened was really like an open door.
Cause from I think secondary 2, I was super drawn to the worship ministry. But just that I was afraid to actually step up. And also I did not really think that I was prepare enough to serve the Lord. Also it was the timing issue. Haha! So anyways, that was really how I felt then. The drawing towards the ministry did not end. But it was always sort of like not the correct timing. So I did not join the worship ministry. (Actually all this is a domino effect. But shall save it for another time). So how I actually joined the worship team was through an invitation from one of the leaders, Kenneth. And because before that, my mum was also saying about me going into the worship ministry (not team) so when it was offered, it immediately came to me that this is the correct time. And I accepted it without hesitation. And through this, the promise that I felt God put in my life that through my time in worship, the floodgates of heaven will open and pour his presence over the church , is slowly slowly being fulfilled. And it's super amazing and beautiful to see his plan over my life and for the church being unraveled slowly but surely. Through this worship journey, though short, but I really find it super fulfilling and encouraging. It encourages me to continue trusting in God even though at the current moment, the promises presented are hard to believe that it will come true, but still trust and put your faith in him. For his word will never return void. (:
Okay, so this is briefly how I entered te youth worship team :DD.
So today, actually I don't really need to attend the practice cause I'm not going to be at main service during the 5th Sunday. Cause on the 5th Sunday, the kids ministry will be celebrating Children's Day. And so me and Eugene both agreed that the kids will be very happy if their teachers (including me cause I'm teaching for this 2months) are there to celebrate it with them. So I'm like okay can. So I song be on the worship team for this months 5t Sunday. So initially I did not really want to go for practice. But then later, I'm like okay. Go there accompany Tiffany. That's why I went(: HAHA!
So we practiced 2 songs. And just skimmed through the other 2 songs. So in total there is 4songs. The 2 songs that they practiced, I knew the songs so they were kinda like easy. But the other 2 songs I wasn't that familiar. But still managed to cope with it!(;
Yah, this is really all that I can say! HAHA! What 4 songs were chosen...? I only can remember Come Holy Spirit, Here in your Presence and Jesus Come (or is it Come Jesus?)
Yah... So we first hear the song how it sounds like, then we will try it ourself. The songs chosen are in my comfort zone. So I'm pretty okay with it(; sadly I'm not able to join them for 5th Sunday. But hopefully me being with them during practice will give them moral support(:
OHH! Somehow it's always hinted that my voice is like the one that just somehow cannot be blended with the team /: maybe I'm over sensitive or what. But yah. /: idk. Cause I sing relatively higher than the rest of the team.../: is that why my voice can't blend? Cause my voice is relatively rounded leh. So I can't figure out how my voice can't blend. >< cause during prayer they got once said that pray that we will understand that worship is not about the individual but how we sound as a whole... /: and the only individual that has a audible round sound is... Me.
Well that is just an assumption. Might not be referring to me. HAHA! Well, I'm kind of like looking forward to the vocal training that will be on pretty soon. Yah! HAHA!
I still have 3 posts outstanding. Will try to post them soon. Will see how it goes!
Till the next post!
Jyaaaaaan!
CHLOÉ
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