OKAY! I'm still unable to sleep and boy am I pissed.
And while lying on my bed. I realized that something was troubling me. Yeah. You prolly guessed it correctly. It's my choir stuff. Now don't get me wrong. I'm having fun and I do LOVE choir ALOT. But it's like. Today we were told to sing with more chesty voice. And I felt like dunking my head in water. Cause I have NO IDEA how to achieve a chesty voice! Or maybe I'm achieving it already but just that I don't know. I'm not sure... But it's like urghhhhh!
And I was like "Why sopranos can easily reach the desired 'texture', while us altos are like always always always having trouble?" it's like when you are really very tired and pissed off, all those little devils start telling you about how good other people/parts are better and how you always get the shitty part?
But you know what? Life is all about CHOICES. and you know what? From now on, I CHOOSE to love altos part. Not that I don't love it now. But I'm gonna stick by my part and say "Yes, Sops, you guys sound awesome. But you know what, altos can sing as beautifully as you!".
Change the attitude first; and everything will follow after.
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