Once again, I am pretty much MIA... ): No signs of life since the 18th of September... Well, simply put it, I was lazy... KEKE :B
♪ 東京テディベア - Ver.杏ノ助
Well, without any delay, lets just jump into the blog post shall we? Not I might just lose the blogging 'feel' (though its already partially lost...) BUT! Anyway...
18th September 2012; Tuesday
So, as per usual, I woke up... Pretty late I gotta say... I woke up around 11-12nn... /: Tired I guess... HAHA! Well, anyway, woke up, ate lunch and then, I wrote my part for Sophia's birthday card on a separate piece of slightly tinted paper... Reason being cause the reason that I'm supposed to write on is with Priscina, and I think that its better that I write it before hand so I won't face the difficulty of not knowing what to write on by 10x4cm light blue card. And also, since I'm writing at home, I can experiment with different papers and pens before settling for a certain combination. Hence discarding the possibility of the ink not being visible when written on the paper.
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| Dear Sophia... (with Instagram filter and effects) |
So after doing that, it was kind of time for me to go and meet Priscina to put together the card and all. So I went to bathe and wore a black dress and my awesome sweater and headed out to meet my dearest Exclusive sister-in-law at school Macdonalds. When we met, we were hungry and pretty much went ahead to order Cup Corn and Orange Juice for myself and Apple Pie and Milo for herself. Chatted awhile before finally deciding to start on the card. Then, met a few seniors before the rest of the clique came. When they arrived, most of the planning was done. Now it was just to actually past the stuff down. Well, we ran into a few unexpected scenarios. However, we all managed to pass it by rather smoothly and am super proud that we still managed to keep the element of surprise (;
Anyway! This is the final result!
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| HAPPY BIRTHDAY, Sophia <3 |
HAHA! Although it was pretty much a last minute work, I think it more or less appeared pretty amazing. My card is probably the most outstanding since like its actually a very pale yellowish tint paper over a super bright light blue colour paper. As such, the words could be easily seen and all the colours more or less have equal opportunity to actually pop!
The picture that you can see on the top left hand corner of the card was taken from our Gardens by the Bay chorale outing. Well, what I did for the frame was I bought a patterned (not sure how to describe it) that looked kind of suitable with the colour scheme and all. And at the bottom it has that border with an egg and when I saw it, it instantly clicked to me that it would be a perfect frame! All I needed to do was cut the "egg" part away from the line without detaching the two pieces and slide in the picture under the egg but above the main bulk of the paper. Ingenious? :B HAHA!
Well, after we prepared the card, we went up for chorale and started with warm up (as per usual). After warming up, we broke up for sectionals and began revising through Northern Lights and Luk Luk Lumbu. But we could not finish revising our 2nd song cause Darius entered the room and split us into Altos 1 & 2 (I'm in alto 1) then we went through half of the Conversion of Saul. Which was, literally, a pull hair scenario...
Oh my goodness... I mean yeah, when it comes to a new song or what, it's difficult (for me), to retain the tune in my head. I need constant playback and constant singing to actually be able to capture the notes and tune and remember it... ): But that day was really... URGH! And it did not help that I was not able to hit those high notes...): Even now... I can't hit those notes...): I don't want to push it to my sore throat... But do you think its possible that it is due to the sore throat? /: Cause after all... I haven't fully recover yet...
WELL, but still that shouldn't be a valid reason for not being able to remember the tune... Well, I guess this just means that I need to work extra super hard to master this piece. For a while, I'm a little worried... Cause, most of my choir friends have at least some choir experience... But I have NO choir background before I entered TPChorale... So at times, I really don't know if my technique is correct... And also, my music background is super limited... I mean come on, I don't play the piano or what not... Hence I can't see the score and immediately be able to imagine the pitch... Neither can I sing and just tell in an instant whether I hit the right note or not without a piano to verify. Well, maybe I can reach the latter with practice... but the thing is NOW, I at times will feel a little insecure... Cause I have no idea how well I'm doing... And seeing experience (in the choir only), I am like the weakest link... With absolutely zero choir experience or music background...): But, of course, Darius does says that all of us here is here because we possessed the potential and are the cream of the cream.
I know, I passed the auditions... But, I'm still a little worried... ): Like, people are just SO good... I know I'm good too... But when I have never did choir singing before... :x But, well, people always start from somewhere... For me, it's now... I'm gonna give it my all... Even if I fall, I'm gonna pick myself up (: Cause, I love chorale... Especially since I have so many awesome and lovely friends in TP Chorale... (:
"Have faith in your own ability. More importantly, have faith in the talent that God have given you."
Oh, I have to say something! I don't know if its only me, but when Darius suddenly talk to the entire alto 1 but points at me (cause I'm standing at the front row, middle), I always get a little scared...): He is scary...): HAHA! I'm kidding! Well, in certain ways... He's a little scary. But rather than saying he is scary, I think he is a super great person (:
Cause he bought Hello Panda for us on Tuesday practice :B HAHA! Ohmygoodness! No but I'm super serious. The first thing that ran through my mind when I met Darius was "WOW" I didn't know that a guy can sing like that! And when I went back home I'm like "BAM! My conductor is awesome!" LMAO! And, heck, he can be super hilarious! HAHA! I don't know. Well, its probably just like the Phantom of the Opera, although I've only seen one Phantom (Ramin Karimloo), but that Phantom has become my favorite Phantom. Similarly, although I've only been under one conductor, but Darius is my favorite :B
Well, that was pretty much all for Tuesday... Was super tired. Super duper happy that Sophia love her present! Like when somebody say that she really love the present you have made, it really make one feel that all the hardwork and planning are all worth it. It's just like how an artist feels when somebody praises his artwork or when someone compliments the dish a chef has cooked. Its a sweet feeling that well within your heart and just brims and overflows making your tiredness just ebb away and be replaced with the sweet taste of joy.
"Indeed, appreciation is like a spring of fresh water that has the splendid ability to wipe away ones fatigue and bring a smile to the face."
19th September 2012, Wednesday.
Now Wednesday was a pretty slow and lazy day. Nothing much happened. Just stayed at home and rested and practiced the Conversion of Saul.
20th September 2012, Thursday.
Thursday is a pretty WHAM day... Well, shall we start with the morning?
Morning, I woke up and the very first thing on my mind was to SMS HER to ask if giving a keychain that has the kid's name written on it for Children's Day was okay with her. Because, the last time I was in contact with HER, we agreed to collab on giving the kids a Children's Day gift. Simply because I do not want the kids to compare gifts and make comparison. Because I know I will not really be so sour if a kid came and say that he prefer someone elses gift more than mine. But I cannot presume she will be this way. And seeing her percieved thinking of me, it may seem like a ploy to buy over the kids or whatever nonsense. So, I'm like why not collaborate? So that we will eliminate this problem of comparison. She say okay. When I asked HER for the date she is free, she say she will inform me later. Later never came. So I myself, asked her if the gift was okay. And after saying that the gift isn't age appropriate, she finally told me that she is going to give a separate present on another day. Then for awhile I was like shocked. Then after constantly reminding myself to stay calm, I finally confirmed that she is going to do it on her own.
Now, what's my problem? My problem is not her giving a separate present. I mean if she wants to give 10 separate presents, sure thing! Go ahead. But the thing is that, if you are going to remove yourself from the collab, isn't it only RIGHT that you inform the other party? I mean come on... Isn't this basic manners/courtesy? I'm like thoroughly disgusted and upset with HER behaviour. And please, pissed off is an understatement. I really... Urgh! It kind of disgust me that she is in the same post as Darius and my Exclusive Family...
OKAY, I'm not going to give her anymore time on my blog. She isn't worth my time. Gosh.
Anyway, the day passed away as per usual and I realized something - Daytime, for me, has been decreasing recently. And its not because the Sun is setting earlier, but it's due to me waking up later :B KEKE.
Well, everything was fine up till dinner where I had a mini collapse... /: Again, low blood pressure was the cause... I don't really know how it happened, all I know was that my body felt weak. Thank God that Alex was behind me so when I fell to the floor, I wasn't really hurt cause he was there to hold me. Which is thank God!
And, after the mini collapse, I was a bit embarrassed that I could still laugh at it. Cause when I think about it, well nothing can beat collapsing in the toilet right? :x okay... that really isn't funny right? But in one sense I'm laughing cause although its true I collapsed, however, I did not black out for awhile or totally cannot stand up without help. I quickly recovered and could steady myself back up on my feet. Took my blood pressure and found out that it was pretty low (but still not 'beating' my 'record' of 36 for my diastolic pressure [also known as the minimum pressure]). So to me I felt that although I had a mini collapse, but it wasn't that bad. That's why I was kinda chuckling a bit. But a little guilty for laughing... Cause my mum was really worried... ):
I'm kind of fine now... blood pressure was still pretty low... But I'm feeling a little better (:
Well, anyway I did a little of research about Low blood pressure and it seems that dehydration might be a possible cause of low blood pressure... ): so I shall try to drink a lot of water! #determined.
Also, yesterday I was a little worried... Cause I was scared that low blood pressure is hereditary mainly cause I have low blood pressure naturally. So if my blood pressure is on the low range, it's kind of normal for me. I'm fine with it... But I do not want my kids to have low blood pressure... Sad to say, blood pressure is actually influenced by the physical attributes of the person. And as physical attributes are sort of hereditary, hence, blood pressure is also hereditary... Meaning, its all in the genes... ): there is no "blood pressure" trait, however, its all dictated by the genes that make you, you. Well, I was saying on twitter that I am praying that my kids will be more like their dad, so that they won't have low blood pressure... But really, instead of praying that they will be take more after their dad, I would rather pray that the genes that my kids have will make them healthy and strong with no illness or anything.
"All I want for my children, is that they will be safe, happy, healthy and strong in the Lord."
Well! Thats pretty much all for now! Tomorrow going to my parents' cell BBQ. Once again I'm the game master (; KEKE! Will most likely do a blog post about it. Well, dependings (;
Till the next time I blog!
JYANNNNN!
CHLOE
P.s: Our choir gown! the only reason why its not on any social media is cause I don't think its well taken... /: Especially since the one that is full length, my eyes are kinda closed... ): But, I will post it here! Cause I think the gowns are really just so pretty!
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| Elegant and Scarlet! (; Me, Dear and Siblings ^^ |
KEKE! I shall post a full length photo when we gotta wear it during the concert. This shall just serve as a teaser (;