Brutal Honest

To keep myself from breaking down, I'm gonna feed myself with the bright side of the pictures.

1) God has a plan and purpose for all of us.

2) Thankful that I'm not in committee cause it may be not good for my health 😷

3) Thankful that I'm not in committee, cause being in committee would mean more stress. Which might make me more temperamental. 😤

4) Thankful that I'm not in committee, cause I don't need to worry about so much things. 😰

5) Thankful that I'm not in committee, cause it allows me to be more focused on my studies. 🎒

6) Thankful that I'm not in committee, cause it allows me to have more time with my friends and family. ❤

7) Thankful that I'm not in committee, cause it allows me to have more freedom in choir! 💪

8) Thankful that I'm not in committee, cause it allows me to practice patience! ☺

To be very honest here. I'm not going to sugar-coat anything. Everything is gonna be what I really feel. Time to be brutally honest.

Personally, I'm abit upset about the allocation of roles. There are alot of double roles, 3/6 main committee people are also part of sub comm. It's super unfair and if you think of it, you're really depriving people of a chance to gain exposure.

In addition, 1/3 of those who are appointed as main committee have very irregular attendance. They can be absent for so long that sometimes it make people wonder if they are still in choir or not.

All those in the committee seriously look like those kind that are "anything's fine."

To get a committee that people respect, it's important that those in the committee have a quality that people respect. In them, it's so hard to find something that I can praise. Also, it's important that the main committee make the people feel safe. Honestly, with this committee, I have the feeling that we won't have any rights. We will be at others whim and command and we can't even say a word cause our top won't support us or stand up for us.

And who can blame me for feeling that way when all the important figures in the committee all don't look like they can be firm in their decision. They all look as if this is just a game.

I can't see a bright future with this committee. Like I really can't.

Hope and pray for a better future, I guess.

P.s: And for the record, yes. I'm not a big fan of the new president. There's something about her that I really really hate.