Looking back on August and July.

Hi bloggers and bloggees! I wonder how long it has been since I last blogged. 

If we were to put things into perspective, the last time I blogged was BEFORE Growl was EVEN released. Today, marked Growl's 11th win on the various Korean music shows. That's how long time has passed. (:

But July and August, though there were ups and there were downs, it was still a generally good month, I feel.

July 17th was especially special for me as on that day, me alongside with my dear went to Marina Bay Sands to catch the Phantom of the Opera live. 

Above is just a collage of the night. Regret that there were not enough pictures, but I think this three photos managed to capture the essence of the night. Overall, I found the show satisfactory. It definitely did manage to quench my thirst to catch the show live. But it wasn't really what I have expected?  I think I watched the 25th Anniversary show too much hence my standards/expectations was placed a little too high(?) or... I don't know. It was satisfying. But not exactly what I was expecting.

The second exciting event is National Day performance which happened on the 7th August. Which was also the day of my CAS final paper. ): so for half of the rehearsals, I have been stuck onto my notes and it would put me in immense stress as CAS was not only boring but extremely draining. And I hated that darn subject. To be super honest ):

But me having a paper was not the only bummer. What made me down was that my dear have decided to quit choir. And for awhile I was debating why I was so sad. Was it because I was the last amongst them to know, or was it because she left. I really did not know. But, it happened. And I was pretty bummed out because we were "paired up" last year at this timing. And to be very honest, she was the best thing that ever happened to me from choir ): and now she's just gone like this. ):

But oh well... A collage to summarize the event? 

Also. One thing to note is that, the Exclusive family is no longer as big as when we first started. The only original family members that were with us from the start is me, Sophia and Priscina. The rest are pretty much MIA. And again, it kinda pains me to see that this family is shrinking and becoming endangered. ); we were formed on National Day Celebration last year. And this year was supposed to be out first year anniversary. But guess that we could not even make it there with half our original size ): 

After National Day, was Royal Pirates' debut with their newest single Shout Out which was super super über awesome! And I took part in their debut project done and planned by the wonderful Royal Treasures. And they asked for a photo, so because I could not choose one photo, I sent them nine. My reasoning was why send one when I can send nine?

Anybody reading this should totally catch Shout Out by Royal Pirates. It's really awesome. Thumbs up (Y)

Of course, I had some crazy time with my younger sister... 

My last moments with my iPhone4

My first few moments with my iPhone5.

And we ended of August with a delicious four-course meal at TP's own restaurant - ToP Table! 

I believe overall, July and August have been a pretty great month with good food, good music and good company. This have been the highlights of the two months.

Finals are underway and that means the two-months well deserved holidays are finally here. (Y) I will try to update this blog more often! Till then, tata! 

Have a great October!

xoxo; Chloé

Growl

Okay. So I'll be real honest with you guys. When I saw that the track list of EXO's repackaged album was out, this was my immediate reaction.

The repackaged album consisted of 5 songs.

1. Growl

2. Growl (M-ver.)

3. Growl (K-ver.)

4. Beautiful

5. Time Control

Seeing how EXO albums/eps are like. Growl is most likely going to be the title song, or the 'A-side' to the single. 

Looking from the time this album is announced and also the title of the song, it can be kind of inferred that this is going to be the continuation of EXO's first album and also Drama MV. For the simple reason that a Wolf Growl. 

Point proven, Case close. 

No, I'm just kidding. This are all just speculations. But, I got a feeling that this repackaged album is gonna be awesome. 

Growl never really appeared in EXO's vast repertoire of song, so I can't really comment much on my expectation. 

BUT. I believe, the 2 other song HAVE appeared before. 

Beautiful (teaser 19) -

http://m.youtube.com/watch?v=HKBJaDKJpXs

Time Control (teaser 2)-

http://m.youtube.com/watch?v=4Iu2KbOHY9I

And to be really really frank, this 2 songs are pretty awesome. AS A MATTER OF FACT, today I was just tuning in to Beautiful :B so to suddenly see it on the track list, it was like... Hahaha!

I have a very strong feel that at least half of the 23 teasers will turn into legit EXO songs just like how Black Pearl, My Lady, Baby Don't Cry and Let Out the Beast were released as full length songs in XOXO. (:

That means all the cool beats that blew us away during the "Teaser era" is going to become a legit song that have the potential to totally kick-ass.

One thing though, 

Wasn't it leaked that the title song would be Emergency - or was it something else? I knew it definitely was not Growl... Anyway, what happened to it? Why is the title song suddenly Growl? /:

Also, a little bummed out that El Dorado is not in... ):

Looking super forward for the repackage album! Hope Growl would do a much better job compared to Wolf /:

Shall end off this post with a cute picture of Kris that I got from Twitter! :D

Cr: as mentioned on the watermark

Ciao, Bella ciao!

Chloé

(J'taime)

July; a bright month?

Finally! It's July! 

Like frankly speaking, June was not a very good month for me. Many things happened and screwed up certain stuff.

The ending of June was especially horrid considering that the Mid Sem Test was released and I realized that majority of my tests mark I got a C+ and under. And this was super discouraging for me. 

So I made up my mind to cut down on useless activity - or rather, activity that I now deem useless. Which includes choir.

Also, June was the year of great spending and sad to say, but I'm here to report that my piggy bank is empty. Like literally empty. It's so empty that... I don't know.. It's just empty now... ):

So all in all, my studies wasn't the best thing ever, my financial position isn't exactly good either. I was in just so much stress that for a while, I really could not handle it.

Not to mention, my body was placed under alot of stress during the haze season. Now I'm still suffering from throat discomfort and irritated eyes. My neck and back are exceptionally sore and I don't know the reason to it.

All in all, June was not a good month in my opinion. 

Today is the first day of July, and immediately, the first thing that made me happy about July was the fact that on the 17th, me and my dear are going to watch Phantom of the Opera. And I'm super duper excited for it!

Phantom of the Opera has been my all time (not really...) favorite movie/play, and to see it LIVE. It's really a dream come true.

Today however, while I was sipping my hot Vanilla - which was basically milk and vanilla  essence - I received an AFF direct message. And it read the following. 

OHMAIGAHD?! Can I just say how much this actually means to me?! Even up till now, I still can't believe that this is true.

If this is how my July is going to start, I can't wait for July to actually begin (;

xoxo; Chloé

(bleah)

You know how people are like study hard in year 1? I did. And some fucker's working attitude suck like shit. And people saying that its because I never study. Like fuck please.

Whenever I see you and think how my CGPA dropped because of the project. All I can think of is fuck you.

Tan Jun Ming, fuck you very very much.

The Stand is that There can be Miracles

So I'll stand;
With arms high and heart abandoned.
In awe;
Of the one who gave it all.

What can I say?
What can I do?
But offer this heart O'God
Completely to you.

Nothing's Left

The time isn't right. Now our only constant is gone.

We have nothing left here. Cause our relationships are not a property of the group. So even if we leave, our friendship and relationship will come along. So that will not keep us down

We have nothing left to trust. Nothing left to hold dear. Nothing.

Brutal Honest

To keep myself from breaking down, I'm gonna feed myself with the bright side of the pictures.

1) God has a plan and purpose for all of us.

2) Thankful that I'm not in committee cause it may be not good for my health 😷

3) Thankful that I'm not in committee, cause being in committee would mean more stress. Which might make me more temperamental. 😤

4) Thankful that I'm not in committee, cause I don't need to worry about so much things. 😰

5) Thankful that I'm not in committee, cause it allows me to be more focused on my studies. 🎒

6) Thankful that I'm not in committee, cause it allows me to have more time with my friends and family. ❤

7) Thankful that I'm not in committee, cause it allows me to have more freedom in choir! 💪

8) Thankful that I'm not in committee, cause it allows me to practice patience! ☺

To be very honest here. I'm not going to sugar-coat anything. Everything is gonna be what I really feel. Time to be brutally honest.

Personally, I'm abit upset about the allocation of roles. There are alot of double roles, 3/6 main committee people are also part of sub comm. It's super unfair and if you think of it, you're really depriving people of a chance to gain exposure.

In addition, 1/3 of those who are appointed as main committee have very irregular attendance. They can be absent for so long that sometimes it make people wonder if they are still in choir or not.

All those in the committee seriously look like those kind that are "anything's fine."

To get a committee that people respect, it's important that those in the committee have a quality that people respect. In them, it's so hard to find something that I can praise. Also, it's important that the main committee make the people feel safe. Honestly, with this committee, I have the feeling that we won't have any rights. We will be at others whim and command and we can't even say a word cause our top won't support us or stand up for us.

And who can blame me for feeling that way when all the important figures in the committee all don't look like they can be firm in their decision. They all look as if this is just a game.

I can't see a bright future with this committee. Like I really can't.

Hope and pray for a better future, I guess.

P.s: And for the record, yes. I'm not a big fan of the new president. There's something about her that I really really hate.

Mean? This is called 'Protecting'.

Seems like in this academic year I have been pushing out several guys from my life.

Now, note that I do have good friends that are guys. In fact, my childhood friend is a guy. And up to today, we are still in contact and have a relatively good friend based relationship.

(Another thing to note. I have an elder brother that is 2year older than me and is like my best-est guy friend ever.)

However, there are times when I feel like its the breaking point and that I really cannot stand being even friends with that person.

Within my Freshman year. I have pushed 3 guys out of my life.

When I do things of such nature, it's usually when they:
(1) Cross the line
(2) make me feel uncomfortable (unsafe)

GuyA; although a little later he did do something that really pissed me off. But right from the start, I didn't have a very good impression of him. He just is not give me the feeling that I would be safe with him.

For him, I felt that I felt such a lack of security when I was near him was because he lacked confidence. You know how they say that a guy that is not scared of death is the most scariest guy? I feel that it's really the same with guys that do not possess confidence. It just give me a sense of insecurity.

So I would rather be safe and just stay away.

GuyB; he crossed the line.

He continuously said that I was over reacting. And he was successful to prove that he was 'right' which in the process teared me down.

Words kill; don't you know? Everytime he said that I was overreacting, he was essentially creating doubt. And what's worse is he's making me doubt myself, and more importantly my judgement.

In other words; he destroyed my confidence.

A good friend should be one who builds you up. Not one that tears you down. If anybody tears you down; do yourself a favor and get away from that person.

GuyC; he made me feel not safe.

Before, I had a slight discomfort when I was with him. But it was a come and go thing. However, the ultimatum came when I had a dream.

In my dream, when I announced that I had a boyfriend. He immediately got violent with me. And as though that wasn't enough, he raised his hand against my boyfriend.

When I woke up, I just felt super unsafe. And something in me was telling me that I could not stay close to him.

And that was what I did.

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Am I being mean or what? Honestly. I don't feel so.

There are somethings where I agree that we should be considerate and think of the other party. But there are times where yourself should come first.

People say, better be safe then be sorry no?

Take GuyA and C for example. If let's say I ignore the feelings of being not safe around them and something were to happen to me. How would you want me to react then? What do you think would people's reaction be if I told them what happened and also that I initially already did not feel safe around GuyA and C. What would their reply, I wonder.

Wouldn't they say I deserved it? Cause I continued being in contact with somebody that I do not feel safe with.

So what am I doing wrong? I'm just protecting myself.

Isn't the adage "better safe than sorry" a commonly used one?

If its so commonly used, doesn't it mean that there is truth in this saying? So why call one mean when they are just protecting themselves and playing the safe card rather than placing themselves in potential danger?

Humans possess this instinct where they can sense when they are in danger. In my opinion, the moment you feel that you aren't safe around someone, I would really encourage you to leave that person and distant yourself.

We must take charge of our own safety. If you yourself don't protect yourself, who will?

There's no nobility in putting others feelings before your safety.

Stay Safe
CHLOÉ

時間の砂

Finally! Finally! Finally!

Not wanting to seem TOO over-the-top happy. But with all honesty, I am very glad that this is all over!

:D

So today we had a final run through and also today was the day of "truth" if you can say it this way. Hahaha. Basically, today was the performance. And if you not know, it's the collab we have with MV.

I don't think it's a secret, but I kinda disliked the idea of the collaboration.

Well mainly, it was due to the way they treated us and all. It was pretty frustrating how they would continuously change stuffs and all. Also their punctuality also had a great problem. And they weren't exactly... You know? Tactful? But oh well.

Despite that. Today, it was hard to wish that their concert would not be successful. Rather, I really wished that the concert would be well received.

It's not because I feel that because we worked THAT hard and suffered THAY much therefore it is only right for them to succeed. But it's because other then their work ethics, a great majority of them ARE talented.

And to be fair to them, this is their first time doing such collaborations. So it's kind of acceptable for them to be unsure on how to handle it? But still the punctuality. I'm not sure how to explain this. But in the future, if they have a concert, would I attend?

If I was to go as an audience, I wouldn't mind at all.

But if it was to be as a performer, I would really need to think twice.

Overall, the concert (or at least the first half) was pretty good with the exceptions of there being too much guitar solos and also that one of the singers can't pull off a certain style but still die-die insist on using it. #sigh

That being said, good job MV! You guys worked hard and deserved the success. All the best for your futures endeavors.

xoxo
CHLOÉ

Pain

What's pain? Pain is a feeling of hurt? Pain is a feeling where you feel that your heart is crushed and can no longer be revived. Pain is the feeling when you lose your reason to smile.

Pain comes when you are singing your lungs out and still can't be heard.

Pain comes when you see the committee trying their best to make the working environment better for us and feeling bad because of the problems that is not within their control.

What are we fighting for?
What's the point?

The video just illustrates what we are on the stage.

Nothing.

With neither visual impact nor lighting impact nor audio impact. What are we? What's our purpose on that stage? To be their puppet? Or a prop to enhance their performance? Or are we suppose to be a covering for their weak vocals? Or are we suppose to provide notes for those who aren't even clear of their own notes?

At the end of the day, when this entire saga is over. What will they gain?
A boasting-piece.

And at the end of the day, when this entire saga is over. What will we attain?

Nothing.

What's pain?
Pain is knowing that you gave your very all, and still nothing changes.

Let's just get this over and done with.
CHLOÉ

You know what don't match?

Rock concert and a Backing Choir.

#facepalms

約束

I promise that I will not leave because of disappointment. Because I joint without an expectation for anything. If I were to leave, I will leave because I lost passion.

For I joint because of passion and nothing else.

13 February 2013

I was going through my Notes and I realized that I had this post on 13 February. And only now do I realize that it was 'written' on the day before Valentine's Day! Hahaha!

Anyway, this was the post

良き時も悪き時も、病める時も　健やかなる時も、死が二人を分かつまで私たちはずーっとケンカすることを違います

And what it is, is actually the wedding vow in Japanese. I got this from the manga Hapi Mari (which I never continued cause it became too dull. Well, since its a wedding vow, needless to say, there was a wedding scene. Yeah.

Hahaha. Okay there's no significance. I just find it cute that I made that note 1 day before Valentine's Day ^^

Long time no post? Just random~

Has been kinda long since my last post eh? Lazy me has indeed been lazy. Welll... I'm only lazy to blog often. But in reality I have had been pretty busy.

Semester just ended ~a week back. That means I'm free for ~2months and less. I'm one week into my holiday and I gotta say that I'm still freaking tired. Why? Cause I'm still busy! HAHAHA! But not as busy and stress as when I was during project submission week and exam week, but still quite stress. And why was that so? It was because I was busy rushing out editing of my friend's fanfiction, in which I am the co-author. So even though I don't 'ship' this fandom, I will still promote it.

It's a pretty simple storyline I must say. It isn't complicated. Have very little simple relationship chart I must say. So in summary, this story is about Taeyeon, who 'attempts suicide' after being unable to get over Tiffany's departure. This event results in her meeting a psychiatrist, Yuri, who has a romantic partner called Jessica. Unbeknownst to Taeyeon, Yuri is still in constant contact with Tiffany. In a twist of events, Tiffany will return to Korea. Why, and how? There's only one way to find out. And that's to read the fanfiction itself! And here's the URL~

http://www.asianfanfics.com/story/view/347447/complete-sequel-to-if-angst-taeny-yulsic

Do check it out. And if you like it (and have an AFF account.) remember to subscribe and comment and up vote! It will mean so much to me and the main author.

Hahaha. Yes, that's right. In this story I'm simply a co-author. But I do have my own fanfictions. But I suspect that I will be pretty dead? Since I'm not so much of a fanfiction kind of author. I mean I started off writing fanfiction. But I've passed that phase. Now I'm more of writing original stories. And, I'm not a kpop lover. So even if I was to post fanfictions, it wouldn't be a kpop one. I mean why I'm posting kpop related now is because this is a (part of a) project I'm working on.

I've mentioned it a gazillion time to my main writer that to me, all the SNSD members are just another character that I can injure and kill. I have no attachment towards them. (Hence meaning that once this is over, I'm still not a SONE.)

Personally, I don't believe in being too emotional with a character and frown upon it. As an author, a character is just a character. It is to aid the development of the story. There should be no qualms of hurting the character. Or even killing it. Rather, an author should be emotionally connected with the character. A good author must be able to feel what the character is feeling. And although some claim that they do feel what their characters are feeling, however from the way they describe the character's thought and actions, you can tell that they really don't.

Anyway! My feelings about being a co-writer will be put up some other time. I'm a little bitter sweet about this role of a co-author. And seriously is considering if I should still continue. But that's for another post.

Anyway! Church stuff, did I mention? That this year's children's camp, I the worship leader. Hahaha. Yeah. Pressure is definite. Just hope that I can juggle all this stuff properly.

Also, Good Friday skit, I'm a tree (claps). Are there any reservations? Frankly, not really. But! No reservations doesn't mean no complain. HAHAHA!

Sometimes you know what piss me off so much? When people say something and don't consider how difficult doing it actually is. I think low standard of quality is a very poor excuse.

Anyway, my pinky is getting numb! ):

I will update some other time! Till then! (:

xoxo
CHLOÉ

le Gaze of Gabriel.

You always catch my eyes. Somehow or rather. (: it was as though you were special, unique. Or perhaps cause your name just pop out to me. Either way, to me you stand out (:

To tell you the truth, you kinda make me smile. :B

However, all good things MUST come to an end (this saying sounds wrong in this situation) and sadly, today is the last day I will see you. So to my eye candy for half a semester; I wish you well and all the best! (:

As for the gaze, I will keep it prisoner for as long as I remember your name (:

:')
CHLOÉ

JOHN or not. It makes no difference. Cause John is not John. And you aren't who I thought I know.

TJM,

You are really the best. I've only known you for 10+ months and I already hate you as much as those who I've known since I was born.

You really are something.

I will say I'm pissed.

I worked so hard to get good grades, now thanks to your screwed up priorities and lack in urgency, my grades are affected too.

I hate you so much. I really hate you.

You have a back up route if your poly route fail, but I don't. You may have money to enter university, but I don't. I'm not like you rich-ass who can travel whenever I want. I'm not like you who can enter university via Alevels. I only have one shot.

3.6 GPA, I worked hard for it. My MST results are the fruits of my hardwork. It was suppose to help me cushion the fall of grades during Main Exam. Not for you to pull it down for the project.

I hate you.

There's no happy memories with you. All you have me were sourness. I hate you. I hate you so much.

Problem? Yes. I do have one. And it's regarding you.

This few weeks, I have been very snappy. And there is a reason behind it. The reason is someone over here is really pushing my limits and patience. Like every single day. I'm like banging my head on the table wishing for him to just shut up and stop his whining. It's that annoying.

And it's like I time and time again think what's the issue?

After little figuring I figured out the problem.

The problem is that it's always me.

I'm always me. I'm over reacting. I'm too stressed. I'm sarcastic. I'm too serious. I'm too what? It's ALWAYS my fault. Like whenever there is a disagreement, it automatically becomes my fault and by him saying that he is at fault is like just to appease me. But sometimes it isn't so right?!

Like for example, he (which I shall conveniently call Mr. J) says on Wednesday that its a bad day for him and he don't want to stay back. So I'm like okay. Then you take your job home and do it. Thursday we meet then we rehearse. He say okay, we are all agreeable so after we discussed everything and settled who's doing what, he left while the rest of us 4 stayed behind to practice. The next day (Thursday), he ① came late. It's okay. Fine. ② after he reach, he took out his laptop and just did his own stuff! Okay fine. When I finally ask if we can start to practice abit before another member come, he say that he need to do up his part. And I'm like WTS? Aren't you suppose to do it already? Like last night? And btw, the presentation is on Friday.

And he is like "oh it's very fast." But you see, the thing is not whether its fast or not. You said that you would get it done by last night. Not today! And it's not like I didn't send you the report or what! I sent you the report and the PowerPoint. So why can't you do it?

It's already very frustrating that you did not read the report when I sent your a gazillion time. Did not bother to even look at the PowerPoint. Now this. And when I bring it up, he ask me to relax. I'm already so pissed off. I have been giving in to him time again and again and again. And every time he just continue and continue and continue. And it's just so annoying. He never gets that he is in the wrong. Everything is just our fault. We are over reacting and everything.

I really can't stand it. It's not like I'm unreasonable and never give you any lee way. You want to swim. Okay, I don't make noise. You say we are pushing you too hard, okay. I try to understand. But when it comes to serious matters, you are NEVER serious. And you aren't even aware of it. And when we tell you to buck up? What happen. Everything automatically becomes my fault. And that I'm over reacting and all.

But am I really over reacting? Can you just reflect on your work behavior from this project alone. Have I not been giving you lee way. When I asked you to do the script and you did not do it. Did I make a humongous fuss out of it? No. When I heard your excuse, I just asked you if you would rather change. You said yes, I changed with you. Am I being unreasonable? Am I over reacting? You need to stop thinking each day as it is, and start thinking of all the things you did. It's really really getting on my nerves.

Secondly, I just don't get him. Really really don't get him. If you want to know your marks, just walk up to the teacher and ASK. Open your bloody golden mouth and ASK. Is it that hard? Aren't you so proud of your verbal abilities? If you are. Then go and ask the teacher what are the marks for your individual components instead of coming and asking us for your marks. I can't even remember my own marks how the hell do you want me to remember your bloody marks? It's just so annoying! And, you got an A, congrats. But can't you be more sensitive to those who did not get an A. How do you think they will feel with you keep on mentioning about how "you want to know how much more you must score to get an A"? If I who got an A already feels irritated how about someone who got a B+? They are already super upset that they got a B+ and now they must hear you whine and complain that you can't remember your other test mark that was also an A? Wow. It must be so comforting. *clapsclapsclaps.

Finally, I get that you most likely aren't close to your family and perhaps don't give much a damn about them. But if that is somebody's priority and is something that holds great importance can't you just show a bit of respect? Like for example even though I don't like kpop, do I go to all my kpop friends and insult it? Or when they are complaining to me about how this group is being an ass to their bias do I go and rub salt on their wound? No. I just shut up and nod even though I really don't care if he is bashing her. But out of respect for my friend I just listen to her talk. Why can't you do the same? Sometimes it just feel as though you don't even respect me.

Now I really can't stand it. My agitation towards him is really affecting me. I'm like super fiery now. And I know it. Like the rest of the clique don't really affect me, but its always him that get me very agitated.

He will most likely attribute it to me over reacting. Like duh. Now I don't even feel a need to explain to him. Cause after all, to him I'm always over reacting.

So do I have a problem with you?

NO. I don't. But I have a major one with him.

New Year's Resolution!

It's the time of the year where we all look back into last year and reflect on what we have done and have we met our goals and targets that were set the previous year for last year. And to be very frank, if I EVER make resolutions, there will be two outcomes. Either...

1) I lose the paper/thing that I wrote my resolution on or
2) it never ever come to pass.

Well, the 2nd one is pretty much my fault since people love to say that this is all about 'responsibility', 'self control' blah blah blah. Well, I have my reasons. The reason why they never come to pass is cause I, having very small memory space, will tend to totally (or partially) forget about the resolutions that I've made and on the way I will just make new ones and when new priorities come into play, things that were once of certain importance will get pushed away and be replaced by the current time priorities.

One example is that over the years I have been continuously resolving that I need to stop doing fan fiction half way done. But, have I completed any fan fiction so far? Answer is, no. Why? Cause as school terms begin, I start to have homework, test, projects and other stuffs to take care off. When all this come in, writing fan fiction will naturally take a back seat and become something of relatively less importance. Hence, rather then spending time completing fan fictions, I rationalize myself into thinking that I should instead utilize the time to complete my homework, project etc.

HAHA! Anyway today's blog won't be about this, today's blog will actually be about my New Year's resolution for the year 2013! (: Well, without much hesitation, lets begin! :D

1) School
- Maintain (or improve) my GPA of 3.60
- Complete tutorials (EVEN for the modules that I don't like)
- Be a better leader & team player
- Constant Revision!
- Learn pieces faster (Choir)

2) Life
- Be more patient.
- In general, exercise more of the Fruit of the Spirit
In FACT, I'm not ALL talk. This year, I will be actually writing the Fruit of the Spirit on a card/paper and put it in my wallet so that I will be constantly reminded.

3) Etcetera
- Try to at least keep one fan fiction of mine alive, it don't need to be published. But at least just continue writing
- Be fine with co-writing & not getting AS much credit
- Learn how to pitch alongside a guitar
- Read the Bible more; Pray more; Worship more.
- Be healthy!

YEAH! So basically, this are my New Year's Resolutions (; I hope this year, I'm able to at least reach THREE resolutions! (: well the only way to find out whether I'm reaching my target is to review this blog at the end of 2013 (:

And for everybody who has made New Year's Resolution, may I remind your that the New Year starts on 1 January and not any later. If you procrastinate accomplishing your resolutions, you will never begin the journey on accomplishing it.

With that said, I would like to wish everybody all the best. And may 2013 be a great and fruitful year for us all.

Cheers!
CHLOÉ